Simple

MY LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND I FEEL MORE THAN READY TO TAKE ON ALL THOSE CRAZY THINGS THAT ARE ABOUT TO SURROUND MY LIFE. I WANT TO JUST SIT AND OBSERVE AND LISTEN TO COLDPLAY, SHARING A CIGARETTE WITH SOMEONE I LOVE ARDENTLY. SUCH IS WHO I AM, AND SUCH ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY: THE SIMPLE, MOST COMPLICATED-EXTRAORDINARY-DETAILED SIMPLICITY THAT ENGULFS ALL MY SENSES AND TAKES ME UNDER ITS HEAVY WAVES. I WANT TO BE NOWHERE BUT HERE. ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME?

Filmcasting

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: "MISSED THE BOAT" BY MODEST MOUSE

So, I'm a teenager. Damn it. It wont last long, and I'll get I'll pout and I'll miss it. So I have to make the best of it. Sounds reasonable, I think. So I try my stupid little heart out: cause I give a fuck about not giving a fuck about what anyone else thinks.

Next order of business:
MUSIC VIDEO STUFF...


Yep. Stay tuned!....Ian. I love you

A Conquest

I like to know things. Same as everyone else. No biggie. It's not an outlandish personality trait, in fact it's one of the most common.
It's not an unconventional concept; to learn. It's about learning to observe, with an open mind. Perspective is crucial but needs to be stable, logical, and always, as fore mentioned, objective.
I found myself wishing today for someone that is willing to sit in a book store for ten to twelve hours with me, just taking book after book, consider, choose, and read, even if only a few pages.
Today, I also discovered that people think that knowledge is memorizig things so that you can pass a test whose results define your "intellect." Fuck that. To me, knowledge is being able to take in information, even that which is seen by most as false or "unnecessary." Knowledge is learning how to apply those things into conversation, and create personal stands on the learned information.
Knowledge is not pretending you know things simply because you can speak of them. It's accepting you may be wrong and accepting others' points-of-view. I'm teeming with ideas: both stupid and clever. Right and Wrong. Intricate and straightforward. Blaring and faint.
I want to fabricate a world, original or not, that absorbs knowledge and applies it, not a worlds that glances at knowledge but shies away.
I do not want to envision such a world...

Waiting

I'm waiting for the waves of ideas...